Ing. František Rafaja

“I had one bad experience. I was making use of time during the train journey to Valašské Meziříčí to work and back if I was taking a later train or doing overtime. I would take the carbon copy papers with me, and in order to make use of the time, because it did require time, during this one-hour journey I would be compiling the individual samizdats. One day, a gentleman took me by surprise in the train, I think it happened somewhere near Hlinsko. He stood up: ´What have you got here?´ But I don’t know who he was. I reacted swiftly – I used to play table tennis as a young man, and my reactions were thus quick. I quickly snatched the papers without giving him an opportunity to see them. But I don’t know what kind of man he was; it is hard to tell if he really could have hurt me, or if he was just some vagabond.”

“Apart from the samizdat which we were producing by retyping other samizdats, exile books or books which were precious because they had been printed but they were not available, a kind of more ´creative´ samizdat began to spread as well. We were receiving manuscripts from poets, prose writers, etc. or from their families, and we began retyping and copying them and giving them to our friends. A great number of books were copied this way. I remember that one of the first books was Reading about Jakub Deml by Ing. Olič. He gave it to me only for a limited time. He lived in Bratislava at that time and I had to return it to him very soon, and so every evening when I came home from work, I would place a board over the bathtub and place the typewriter on top, close all the doors so that I would not disturb my wife and children, and I start typing. Even now, my wife still remembers this as the time which she nearly liked more than the present times, when we watch television films instead. Naturally, this was also made in eight, nine, or ten copies. Many of these pages which I didn’t have time to bind have remained in my home. As a bookbinder’s son, I started binding the books. I still had the equipment. Dad had a cutting machine at home and some of the instruments he used for bookbinding. Gradually, I made it much easier: I ordered the copy paper pages and glued them at the spine. But this was not enough, this way the binding would break and the pages would fall apart. I used a drill to drill holes on the spine side and then bind the pages with a string which I still had from Dad. Later I came upon some nice grey-black folders; usually only the brown ones were available, and those were not too good-looking. I could glue all the pages into the folder, and then add a title on the book spine. At that time this was done by imprints. There were no computers yet, and imprinting was being done in the construction department and used for technical drawings. A letter would be imprinted onto the original and the whole title was written this way.”

“During the canonization mass for Blessed Agnes of Bohemia in the St Vitus cathedral we listened to cardinal Tomášek’s speech. It was a magnificent and unforgettable experience. There were young people from our town, too. The cathedral was packed, and cardinal Tomášek declared: ´The Church goes with the nation.´ People were ecstatic. You can actually see it in some television documents. In the afternoon after the mass we took a walk to Letná, where the massive demonstration took place. They said that there were nearly a million of people. Unfortunately we did not have enough time to stay there. We were there with an organized bus trip, and there were some older people with us as well. But we then listened to it on the radio which the driver had in the bus. We thus heard the protests on the radio.”

“Even before the revolution in November took place, Radio Free Europe introduced direct telephone calls. I used them several times, especially in order to actively participate in the New Year Readers’ Survey. Well-known people, those who were abroad as well as some from Czechoslovakia, would send in their opinions about what impressed them most in the past year – either from recently published books, or from what they have read, and why it was interesting to them. I wrote them several times – I think I sent the letter from Hungary, because we, technicians from Tesla, were traveling to eastern Europe quite a lot. And later I even made phone calls to the radio station, and I introduced myself as František from Central Moravia. I have the broadcast where they read my contribution recorded on a tape somewhere. I copied its content in samizdat as well. And the other contributions, too. To be honest, when I called the radio station, I would always call from work when I was doing overtime, because I needed the call to be anonymous. I was afraid they might find me if I called from home, and I did not want it to have some repercussions for our family and especially for the children.”