Jana Vydrová

“The wave of people who arrived in 1948, these were the highest quality people, who had some foreign experience. All I met were highly valuable, hard-working and they appreciated freedom. It continued for some time, even when we arrived in 1964. That was the group. But in 1968, when there was this surge of emigration, the group of migrants was fairly disparate. Many of those people who were leaving Czechoslovakia had an experience working with the communist regime. It was much on the university level. After 1970, many – I am not saying all – arrived for economic purposes and I would say that their number kept increasing. Many of them had no principal political ideas.”

“My mother suffered a lot when I was sacked of the foreign trade business. I cried and it really hurt. Not only that they sacked me, but they refused to provide any reference for me.” The Interviewer, “How did they explain it to you?” – “Because of bourgeois background. This is what they told me. It was in 1961. They called me, saying they could not send me to Switzerland to the trade department. ‘We are sorry to inform you, comrade, that you also have to leave our foreign trade company completely.’”

“I was homesick a lot. I was homesick and often I listened to Dvořák’s cello concert since my father was a violoncellist. I wept and wept. I missed my home very much. But my mother proved of enormous support. But mainly freedom, it was freedom which really devoured us suddenly. The feeling that suddenly you are free. Even so I had my bad dreams, I still do, and these have their origin in the communist regime. Interviewer: ‘What were these dreams about? Did they have a scenario?’ – ‘Yes, they were about me not reaching a place I was going to, that somebody was hiding somewhere, waiting to kidnap me. Some people are more sensitive, some tougher, but I definitely belong into the first group. The system is to blame, namely the period after 1948 to 1965. The we were much upset by the year 1968.”

“Naturally, when we didn’t return, both my parents were interrogated. My father took it hard, they were interrogated at the Ruzyně prison, independently. First they took in my father, then my mother. My father later recalled that when my mother went it, she was in a conspicuously good mood. My father later said, ‘I was sitting there and suddenly your mum walks out of the door like a Valkyrie. They reproached my mother for me fleeing the country. But my mother turned the situation round, saying, ‘You won’t be telling me anything, I will say something to you, ‘You did everything so that I would lose my daughter. You sacked her from her job, you didn’t give her a chance. Everything you did to her returns… but not to you but to us.’ My father said my mother was in a fighting mood. I am certain that my father didn’t tell them this. He listened to them, they dominated, but my mum said, politely but truthfully, what I have just said.”