Jozef Nemlaha

“You know there were prisoners among us who bore it very badly. Especially those, whose marriage broke up, who got to know from their relatives that their wife divorced them, or that some other man was attending their house. Those bore it very badly, so there were many cases when a man took his own life. The man entered the blasting zone when the stone was about to be blasted away to be killed there, or jumped into the wires to be shot without warning. Such cases were taking place there very often. I was fortunate to have the wife who was raised in the Christian environment and lived in a decent and honest way. She was taking care of our children and it gave me some mental strength as well as my faith in God that I turned to every day and begged to help me survive. I have to admit that I also had some bad moments, but I always chased those thoughts of ending my life away because of my wife and children. I knew they needed me and I desired to meet them again, what I really believed in.It gave me that mental strength to survive the Jáchymov hell.”

“I was on my way home from work; it was seven in the evening. Suddenly I felt two guys next to me from both my sides and then I already had a gun on my ribs. On both sides and one of them told me, ‘You are arrested. If you make at least one suspect step you get a bullet! Walk as if nothing is going on.’ Thus I kept walking and they led me to the District Office in Ilava, especially into the State Security’s office. There they tied me to the chair, my legs to the legs of the chair and arms behind my back. They took my wedding ring and put that SS one with bones and skull on my finger. They also put the German cross on my neck, searched me and took everything I had on me. Then, they tied me there and started beating me and asked if I knew why I got there. I said, ‘I don’t know.’ Thus they kept beating me. However, when they checked my papers, they found the address of my childhood friend (Pavol Gregor), to which I used to send letters, and thus everything was revealed.”

“Working in a shaft was really hard. We drilled for stone, we searched for ore, and we dug shafts. Often happened that we dug fifty metres long tunnel and found no ore there. Well, the miners worked hard, especially when we consider their insufficient nourishment. And some of us came there from prison, where we also hadn’t been well nourished with that prison food. It was very tiring and hard work. I was taken there in winter, on January 9, and there were severe winters about twenty to thirty degrees of frost. Moreover, we weren’t allowed to wear the gloves, the cap, or the scarf to cover our ears, or the winter coat. In summer we used to wear a kind of soft suit made of linen, the winter one was made of cloth. Either in winter or in summer, we still had various crosses and lines scribbled on our backs to be marked as being so-called ‘mukli’, men meant for liquidation. That’s how we were called.”

“I came there in October or in November 1959 and in May 1968 the amnesty was granted to the political prisoners, it was on the fifteenth anniversary of liberation and end of war. Once when we were lined up, they read several names and asked those people to stay at the yard. Other men were allowed to go and we, who had to stay there, waited for a member, a guard to approach each of us. He took me to my room, where I had to pack all my stuff into the blanket, and then, I had to go with that member to the storeroom, where I handed it in. We weren’t allowed to say a word to our cellmates. Later, we were loaded to the prepared bus and driven to Liberec, to Liberec prison. And as the members accommodated us and treated us very politely there, as they gave us some good meals, we felt that something was going on. Then, they took us to the culture room where the prosecutor came, probably from Liberec, and read the text of the presidential amnesty to us, at last he said we would be released. The amnesty came into force on May 9, but considering all the administrative operations connected to that, they said we would be released on May 10 or 11 at the latest. Thus I was released on May 11, 1960.”

“Only later I came to know that I was in Ružomberok. There they told me, ‘Get undressed. Completely, strip naked.’ Then, I was given some prison uniform; there were no laces in the shoes, no strings even in the underwear, and no buttons in the trousers. Thus I had to put on those clothes without it. I held it in my hands. ‘Well, you have just lost your name! You are the prisoner number 114 staying in the cell 49. So if somebody asks you, you mustn’t say your name, but your number!’ Then, I was taken to my cell, which was about two metres long and one and a half meter wide. There was nothing, but the bucket in one corner, which was meant for the personal hygiene, and one metal jug with water. No bed, no chair. ‘You will walk in here!’ From inside my cell I could see the daily schedule, which was hung at the door of my solitary cell, and it was written there that waking up was at five in the morning and light out at ten in the evening. It meant that I had to walk in the cell without having a break until ten in the evening. If I stopped for a while, somebody immediately opened that small window, or rather peephole, and banged. ‘Keep walking!’”

“Well, when the men who had been there for ten years started to suffer various diseases and even die, or when somebody had broken a leg or the like and it didn’t heal up, we had to undergo various examinations. I was examined in the year 1958. It was after five or six years of working in a mine. Then, they found out that I had the radioactivity in my bones, so I wasn’t sent to the mine then, I had to work on the surface.”

“The Supreme Court changed the previous judgements. My friend’s death sentence changed into the life imprisonment and my life imprisonment sentence changed to seventeen years. However, we weren’t allowed to speak to our relatives, so they had travelled to Prague to no avail. They only could see us, but they weren’t allowed to speak to us.”

“In Minkovice I experienced the worst night shifts. They exhausted me very much and at that time I had ten years to serve. Therefore I demanded the command through the report letter to divest me of the night shifts as I had another ten years to serve and wife and children waiting for me at home, who I want to return to, and I also wrote that as I had survived Jáchymov I also wanted to survive this. I asked them to divest me of those night shifts and let me work only in morning and day shifts. They refused it with explanation that I would not dictate the conditions and I had to work as the others did.”