Margaretha Michel

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  • "I have to say, I was grateful. It was a group of students from Erlangen. We had very nice people here, very good contacts, different experiences. Feeling? Yes, it's a bit like home. I was also in Litoměřice. I travelled to Leitmeritz by train and people helped me to get to the mill by bus. I stayed overnight with the former servant girl. I drank beer there, a special kind. Someone also spoke to me on the train... There was already a bit of home here and there always is. When I come here, I feel more comfortable, it's different. I like being in Germany, but I feel something here... For example, I watched a programme today about cooking recipes that babička (grandmother) still knew, and that's exactly what I know. I've also forgotten some of the recipes, but it's still indigenous. I still have the feeling that the country of Bohemia or the Czech state has a certain duty towards us, even though we are no longer citizens of their country. But in a certain way it is responsible for the hearts of our people. A lot of bad things have happened, on both sides, and that is also the case elsewhere. But you have to make peace somehow. For me, reconciliation is not such a good word. You have to heal wounds. I know it from contemporary witness projects with very old women, who perhaps were still ranting 15 years ago and now say after certain experiences - I can talk about it again, it's healed."

  • "My brother's name is Franz Konrad. And the name Konrad is no coincidence, his godfather was Konrad Henlein. And that was at the time of the upheaval, when Hitler had already marched in. My brother was born in June 1938 and I have photos of his baptism, where Konrad Henlein is not holding him, but where he is present in uniform. I can go to the next well-known politician, for example. That's Karl Hermann Frank, whom my mum didn't like at all and who probably wasn't our guest. But she studied medicine with Karl Hermann Frank's wife and stood next to her in the auditorium of Charles University when she graduated."

  • "In May 1945, our grandmother took us - my mother, me and the three other children. We were in the lonely mill, right on the Protectorate border. In other words, the Protectorate border went through the farm. And there we were and until June no správce (administrator) came. Nobody dared to occupy the farm because they actually knew that there used to be Czechs, i.e. Czech-friendly people, and nobody would go there. And when it became dangerous, I stayed with my mum in the attic that our maid provide for us for three weeks. And she was the one who made sure that my mother got this job as a doctor in Raudnitz, because otherwise she would probably have had to work somewhere in Inner Bohemia.’

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We don’t just need reconciliation, we also need to heal our wounds

Margaretha Michel, Praha, 2021
Margaretha Michel, Praha, 2021
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Margaretha Michel was born on 1 September 1944 in Litoměřice (Leitmeritz) to a German family. Her father, Franz Stiebitz, was a functionary of the Sudeten German Party and a member of the Reichstag during the war. After the war, he was sentenced as a traitor and executed in Litoměřice in December 1945. Her maternal grandfather, Adolf Pokorny, on the other hand, was recognised as an anti-fascist and worked with Radio Free Europe in Munich after the war and expulsion. Margaretha’s mother had studied medicine in Prague before the war and was employed as a doctor in the internment camp for Germans in Roudnice na Labem from May 1945. From 1945, little Margaretha was in the care of her grandparents, the Pokorny family, whose family mill had been confiscated. Before her deportation in October 1946, she spent two weeks with them in the Litoměřice displaced persons camp and was then transported to Landshut in Bavaria, where they were assigned to the village of Weihmichl. Margaretha attended primary school there and then grammar school in Landshut. She studied geography, chemistry and biology at the University of Erlangen until 1969 and then taught at a school in Pegnitz. It was there that she met her husband, with whom she has three children. In her work at the school, Margaretha always endeavoured to raise awareness of the history of Central and Eastern Europe and organised several student exchanges with Czech schools. In the 1980s, she joined the Sudeten German Landsmannschaft as a representative of a generation and movement that was primarily committed to improving German-Czech relations. Since 1989, she has regularly visited the Czech Republic, where she has many relatives and acquaintances. In 2019-20, she worked closely with Post Bellum to collect the memories of Czech Germans and witnesses of the resettlement as part of the Odsunutá paměť project.